Meizi is doing really well. Nights are still hell (18 hour time change, panic attacks, darkness, night terrors, sleep-deprivation, you get the picture), but she's making great progress every day and we're all adjusting and growing. MeiMei is thawing and coming to life. The darkness inside is being replaced with light and hope and her sweet smile speaks of contentment and joy. She gives smooshy kisses to mamma and during the day will seek daddy out to play. Her grieving has changed from anger to sadness–with great big tears, and she has more like 1-4 shutdowns a day rather than hourly. I'm most grateful for that. Some days are great and others feel like we've taken three giant steps backwards. We have a long ways to go, but we've come SO far.
Updates (and Thank You's) have been slow in coming because I have literally 4 minutes of computer time a day. SO, in the mean-time, here's a link to our daily Instagram photos, videos and short updates:
(I've only included a handful of photos below, so click the blue link above to see all of them).
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